Snippy & Bitchy
Oh I was in a mood today! I was particularly snippy and bitchy, annoying even myself! It was one of those Beetlejuice days where that extra head would spring out of my neck and say horrible things and all I could do was stand there and watch it happen, mortified! After battling my husband to NOT pick up weekend shifts to bring in that oh-so-badly-needed extra money (in order to preserve his thin grasp on sanity) and finally winning, he finds himself privy to my short tempered snaps and condescending reactions to anything and everything he does. How he puts up with me I just don't know, I can barely put up with me! It is so hard to be nice while suffering...just plain hard. As much as I hate to admit it he is bearing the brunt of the emotional effects of my illness as much as I am. I believe that is what prompted him to turn to me in frustration this morning and say, "When you are on a new drug I feel like I am on a new drug!". How sad for this poor man! He just happened...